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Minggu, Juni 24, 2018

BREAKING MY JOURNAL part 7: What is NOT mean to be




I had always wondered. Wondered if we were meant to be. But I didn’t get the chance to find out because you left. I cared so much about you but I was just easily forgotten. A memory not worth recalling.
I still wondered about you. About how you were doing. I wondered if you ever thought about me. If there was a song that came on the radio and made your thoughts automatically drift to me. I wondered if you ever missed me. If you ever compared your date to me. Because I did to you. Even if I shouldn’t have.
I always wondered if I would get the chance to ask you these questions. 
i hated your fear of commitment and your habit of sabotaging what could be without giving me fighting chances. and left.. just like that.
maybe You’re just scared  or You don’t know what it is to love another human being. I don’t hate you. I don’t resent you. I’d actually like to thank you. Thank you for putting to rest my constant wondering. I can finally forget about you and move on. Thank you. 

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