Note : this post are written on April 2018.
You have a power over me I didn’t know existed, and I’m not sure how I feel about that. Is that love? When I’m willing to do the scariest things for you? I feel like I’m trapped under a boulder and I can only move when you give me some slack, which you never do.
I thought this was supposed to be a two-way street, but you come and go as you please. I ask myself why you keep doing this to me, but it’s my fault, isn’t it? I’M the one who lets you back inside of me, and you consume every.last.drop. when you make it clear you aren't here to stay.
you never lied.
i did...
at least to my self...
all the What if... and Someday...
all that mind manipulation.
its not you...
it was me..
If only you knew how much I long to taste you at night...
I need to hear your heartbeat against the small of my back. When you press into me, I was convinced we are one, a part of the same universe. The second your touch is gone, though, I’ve never felt so frigid and alone.
I tell myself I’ll get used to it, but when I feel myself becoming my own soul again, you walk inside my head and shred me to pieces. How do you do that?
I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve died and come back to life in the presence of the thought you. but, I think it’s okay because memories of you make me whole again, somehow..
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