When I think about you, when I think about us, I want to think about all the good things. I want to remember when I met you when I smiled when I was so sure that you and I were going to last.
Because with you, at the very least, I knew I would come back to you no matter what.
It took me a little while to understand one very important thing. at this time You are never going to be enough for me, and I will always be too much for you right now. You have the best intentions, you have such a good heart but for whatever reason, you always fell short.
And you never really came through for me in the ways I wanted you to.
So, I’m telling you now, this is goodbye. And I don’t know what else to say besides that.
I could spend time trying to make sure, to tell you that I would bounce back to you whenever you ready. But the truth is, as much as saying goodbye hurts, it hurts more holding on.
I know what this means. It means that there’s no going back. There’s no more wishing that I’ll see you soon, and most importantly, there are no more hellos. there's no more wondering what are you up to right now.
I can’t change what already happened and I’ll never be anything but grateful for every moment we had together.
But I have to say goodbye and mean it this time because there’s nothing I want more than to stay.
And that’s the most dangerous, the biggest reason why I can’t this time. because I am holding on to nothing but dark corner and empty hopes.
I don’t think I’ll ever stop wishing that things would change, but I can stop wishing that you would.
No matter what happens next, I know that I can say that I did everything I could before I finally walked away..
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