a Libra who Write

Minggu, Februari 15, 2015

LEAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH NARCISSTIC

By the time i realize that i dont need love. I dont need relationship to be Happy! i want need but it not a priority! not my main goal!. I can choose to be in or out! As a woman! We have a choice to leave and walk way from what's no longer make us happy!by the time i realize that seems like all guys was having the "same mind set" that actually predictable! So as a woman.. We sometimes confused how to crack their code well actually! The fact is! THEY DONT HAVE ANY CODE! We put the code on them and makes everything turns out moooore and mooooree complicated!!

Im gonna share my latest experiences!! It was awful and im not proud with that.. So i was really like this guy and meet and together. And that's all the woman mistakes sometimes! When the guys think as a starter. We suddenly hear the WEDDING BELLS in our ear! Which if i think about it NOW! It was sooo silly! become Needy was the suck-est feeling ever! YOU ARE NOT A PRINCESS THAT NEED TO BE SAVED BY PRINCE! you can live your own life

you can do anything yourself!

you are not dying before you meet him

and you will still live even if he's not around!

(queensounti)

2nd mistake is sometimes we see the good things of a guy over of his bad things! We dont compare it! We compromise! And that's wrong!

Women often said that.. Omg he's hot, well he might be a little rude that's okay (WRONG!! That's nit okay!)

Omg he's funny , oh shit he dont remember his promise.. Ah that's okay (NO!!!)

LISTEN LADY! There's a lot of chances you meet the guy more funnier or more hotter than him if you walk away sooner !! Before you lose your securities and confidences.

And never changes your self being what you think he want you to be

I was dating one guy who seems like to be a geek and good guy so i was okay with the idea of date at home. Mothering. Doing the house job. I try to impress him a lot by doing too much and let him do nothing to Impress me because i was so impress by him!! Turns out he was bored! I was bored and its all become bored! Guys neeed to fight for something! In this case fight for YOU! He needs to impress you! He need to be hero!!!
You are not HIS MOM! you are need to take care of YOUR SELF too. REALIZE: he is HUMAN too, no matter how much you think he is PERFECT! he has that ugly truth side like everyone else! dont adore him more than you adore yourself!

Giving and Taken must be EQUAL!

If you give too much = you loose him

if you give to little = You loose him

I can explain this in a good way. But if you put tooo much effort! Turns out you will get the less! And dont hold back too long... If you think and you feel this is aint going to walk!!

YOU ALWAYS HAVE OPTIONS TO WALK AWAY!

AND STAY LIVING YOUR LIFE!

Its not Tied to anybody! you have your own controll!

Rabu, Januari 14, 2015

NOW ... i am SCARE

Senin, Januari 12, 2015

Breathe in.. Breathe out Breathe in... Move on! (best quote for the broken-hearten)

“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.”
― Tupac Shakur

“Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you

If you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my life
And you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots
Remember
That on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms
And my roots will set off to seek another land”

“Lots of things can be fixed. Things can be fixed. But many times, relationships between people cannot be fixed, because they should not be fixed. You're aboard a ship setting sail, and the other person has joined the inland circus, or is boarding a different ship, and you just can't be with each other anymore. Because you shouldn't be.”
― C. JoyBell C.

“I have learned that if you must leave a place that you have lived in and loved and where all your yesteryears are buried deep, leave it any way except a slow way, leave it the fastest way you can. Never turn back and never believe that an hour you remember is a better hour because it is dead. Passed years seem safe ones, vanquished ones, while the future lives in a cloud, formidable from a distance.”
― Beryl Markham, West with the Night

I am Invisible...

i never mean to start a war

i just wanna you to let me in.

And when it rains,

On this side of town it touches, everything.

Just say it again and mean it.

We don't miss a thing.

You made yourself a bed

At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And convinced yourself that

It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And no, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh, I need the ending.

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,

Will you always find an escape?

Just running away,

From all of the ones who love you,

From everything.

You made yourself a bed

At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And you'll sleep 'til May

And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And no, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

And no, oh, I need the ending.

So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.

Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)

Take these chances, we'll make it somehow

And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)

Just turn it around.

No, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh I need an ending.

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain?

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand

Saying, "If you see this boy can you tell him where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke – I'm just a broken-hearted girl

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do?

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that "you're missing me"

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Gilr, you can't stay here."

I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year. Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows. If he changes his mind this is the first place he will go."

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the girl that's waiting on a guy, oh ohh

There are no holes in her shoes but a big hole in her world, hmm

And maybe I'll get famous as the girl who can't be moved

Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the girl who can't be moved

Minggu, Januari 04, 2015

Wallflowers

It's much easier to not know things sometimes.

Things change and friends leave.

And life doesn't stop for anybody.

I wanted to laugh. Or maybe get mad.

Or maybe shrug at how strange everybody was,

especially me.

I think the idea

is that every person has to live for his or her own life

and than make the choice to share it with other people.

You can't just sit their and

put everybody's lives ahead of yours

and think that counts as love.

You just can't.

You have to do things.

I'm going to do what I want to do.

I'm going to be who I really am.

And I'm going to figure out what that is.

And we could all sit around and wonder and

feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn't do or what they didn't know. I don't know.

I guess there could always be someone to blame.

It's just different.

Maybe it's good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Because it's okay to feel things. I was really there. And that was enough to make me feel infinite. I feel infinite