a libra who writes..

Selasa, Agustus 27, 2019

4 in the morning.




We were both immature when we first met.
You were too empty and I was too broken.
We were blindly compromised the real us to keep each other impress.
The foundation was based on lies and when the truth came out we were shocked. The situation wasn't hard, We both did. 
Instead of accepting and trying to fix ourselves, We try to fix the other to come back as we expected from the start. 
All the expectations and hope was Silent killer.
The surprise feeling of what we expect to be and the reality that we can't tell the difference  between. We forgot to what's most important stuff. To literally have fun. The love is fun, We both fun. 
Looking back it's wasn't all bad. It wasn't all misery 
We were both to focus on each other’s flaws and forgot to cherish the shines, we don’t remember what makes both of us fall in love at the first place.
The good thing become routine. And we were stop trying. 
That is why it was so easy for other to scoop in because we don't see any value on each other anymore. And maybe all the love is not gone, We were just forgot.
Maybe we could try to Remember...

So when you are ready, come and find me. 
I will be ready too.
I am learning about my self now. so by that time I will be whole. 
and you are you. and I wouldn't want to changes that.
Let's meet again for the first time. no promises. 
Only this time, we knew each other's soul and kindness, and we can start from that.


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