Letter from ALL THE GIRL IN THE WORLD that stuck to ALMOST RELATIONSHIP and get LEFT in the cold....

Source from ThoughCatalog

You broke her heart when you told her that you were not ready for a relationship. Of course, you didn’t tell her this in the beginning of our friendship when it would have been useful to know. You didn’t tell her early enough that she could potentially stop herselfg from falling for you.

When you say you aren’t ready for anything serious, you’re telling her that she’s good enough to sleep with but that she isn’t good enough to date.

You’re fooling her into believing that she isn’t the kind of girl who deserves a relationship. That she doesn’t deserve good morning texts and hand holding and kisses in front of your friends. That she only deserves half.

you’re telling her that your needs matter more than her needs. That you think you deserve what you want from her, but she doesn’t deserve what she wants from you.

you aren’t making her like you any less. You’re making her like herself less. You’re making her question everything she says and does because:

why don’t you want to be with her officially? Why do you spend so much time with her if she isn’t enough for you? Why why why…?

you said you dont want relationship "RIGHT NOW"and makes her holding false hope that you want it latter. so she stick around, turns out you dont want relationship "WITH ME"

But you wanted all of the good parts of being in a relationship without any of the bad. You wanted someone who would text you back at 1 AM but not someone you felt forced to send good morning messages to when you woke up. You wanted someone who would have sex with you, but not someone who would wake up next to you. You wanted someone who would give you everything you asked for, but didn’t need to be given anything in return

she'd try to understand what you want, you are not ready, you guys are just friend. 

But you dont put little effort to understand what she want. she want someone to talk to. As friends. Not someone who can just ignore her whenever they feel like too. Friends don’t do that

When you guys stopped talking, you lost someone that you pictured yourself hooking up with one day in the future. 

She was the only one who lost a friend. lost person that she trusted so much, she opened up to you. she's the one who lost something important.

WHEN YOU BACK FOR BRIEF TIME.YOU Will OPEN A FAKE HOPE, TELLING her that the two of you WILL BE FRIENDS AGAIN just to get her temporary back to you.

The you go again!! And blaming her because you feel uneasy. YOU OPEN AND SHUT THE DOOR AS YOU PLEASE.  And now you blame me! Worst, makes her BLAME HER SELF! 

She's DONE blaming her self! she's done Questioning what she did wrong. What could she do different! 

Now she make a lot of REAL FRIENDS. she learn and know “HOW” FRIENDS act. 
So Bullshit “we are ‘FRIENDS’” on your term! 

you’re playing mind games. You’re fucking with heart. 

FUCK YOU!