last words to you is Thank you...

Yes.. You also left MARKS... I remember that in the most happiest and most painful way..

Now i found the new happiness and you will be part of my past. And for that i am thankful.
.. I always smile in a good way of smile.. The smile that u gave me.. After years .. You changes it within a days! And its feel amazing
I eat veggies! I love peas, beans, tomatoes.. I drink juice and smoothies.. And like it.. After 25 years never ever ate another fruits other than apple..
I learn HARD how to cook! lol!
I let my hair untied. After always do the ponytail... Hahaha
I care more about live.. You thought me to having a goal in my life.. To grow up and move forward.. Life doesn't stop for anybody. I need to work my hard to get with it! (In your words it "working my ass hard to get it!)
You force me to get out of my "daydream world" to ho to "adult hardworking world"

You teach me not to count to others.. Love is not always about talking.. But also wait. Makes me realize that i can live without guy next to me. I can live alone and standing with my own feet (even you thought this to me in the most painful hurting ignoring way at the time when i count on u most)

The point is.. I will not be here or in this freedom happiness situation if its not because of you
No one changes me in a good way as much as you did..
And i loved you for all the happiness and the pain that you gave me..
And now i move on!
You are past now
And im happily say that i am changes!!
I found my happy pills .. And how gland i am to say its not you! You're no longer my heroin. I have new HERO! :p.
But i'm happy with this changes! Everything changes in my life

i bleed.. yes
but i learn how to heal my self

You teach me so much..
And for that i am thankful..
goodbye.

#Breathe #moveonFOREVER