a Libra who Write: Januari 2015

Rabu, Januari 14, 2015

NOW ... i am SCARE

Senin, Januari 12, 2015

Breathe in.. Breathe out Breathe in... Move on! (best quote for the broken-hearten)

“You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened... or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on.”
― Tupac Shakur

“Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you

If you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my life
And you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots
Remember
That on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms
And my roots will set off to seek another land”

“Lots of things can be fixed. Things can be fixed. But many times, relationships between people cannot be fixed, because they should not be fixed. You're aboard a ship setting sail, and the other person has joined the inland circus, or is boarding a different ship, and you just can't be with each other anymore. Because you shouldn't be.”
― C. JoyBell C.

“I have learned that if you must leave a place that you have lived in and loved and where all your yesteryears are buried deep, leave it any way except a slow way, leave it the fastest way you can. Never turn back and never believe that an hour you remember is a better hour because it is dead. Passed years seem safe ones, vanquished ones, while the future lives in a cloud, formidable from a distance.”
― Beryl Markham, West with the Night

I am Invisible...

i never mean to start a war

i just wanna you to let me in.

And when it rains,

On this side of town it touches, everything.

Just say it again and mean it.

We don't miss a thing.

You made yourself a bed

At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And convinced yourself that

It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymore

And no, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh, I need the ending.

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain?

And when it rains,

Will you always find an escape?

Just running away,

From all of the ones who love you,

From everything.

You made yourself a bed

At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And you'll sleep 'til May

And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And no, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

And no, oh, I need the ending.

So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.

Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)

Take these chances, we'll make it somehow

And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)

Just turn it around.

No, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

No, oh I need an ending.

So why can't you stay

Just long enough to explain?

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand

Saying, "If you see this boy can you tell him where I am?"

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke – I'm just a broken-hearted girl

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do?

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that "you're missing me"

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Gilr, you can't stay here."

I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year. Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows. If he changes his mind this is the first place he will go."

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the girl that's waiting on a guy, oh ohh

There are no holes in her shoes but a big hole in her world, hmm

And maybe I'll get famous as the girl who can't be moved

Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the girl who can't be moved

Minggu, Januari 04, 2015

Wallflowers

It's much easier to not know things sometimes.

Things change and friends leave.

And life doesn't stop for anybody.

I wanted to laugh. Or maybe get mad.

Or maybe shrug at how strange everybody was,

especially me.

I think the idea

is that every person has to live for his or her own life

and than make the choice to share it with other people.

You can't just sit their and

put everybody's lives ahead of yours

and think that counts as love.

You just can't.

You have to do things.

I'm going to do what I want to do.

I'm going to be who I really am.

And I'm going to figure out what that is.

And we could all sit around and wonder and

feel bad about each other and blame a lot of people for what they did or didn't do or what they didn't know. I don't know.

I guess there could always be someone to blame.

It's just different.

Maybe it's good to put things in perspective, but sometimes, I think that the only perspective is to really be there. Because it's okay to feel things. I was really there. And that was enough to make me feel infinite. I feel infinite