WELCOME HOME AY AY...

hehehe.. akhirnya... akhirnya...
sebenarnya udah dari kemaren sih... but FINALLY..
he's HOME!!!...
YUPS... my CHECE is coming back homee....

Kamis kemaren tanggal 22 January 09. gw di bandara dari jam 12 siang buat jemput cece yang pulang dari arab.. heheheh ternyata pesawat ngaret dan baru dateng jam 1.30an.. ghehehehheh...
I'm Very Very Happy to met him again... =) hehehe

abis itu nelpon2in anak anak.. ngabarin kalo che pulang... after that... pada ngumpul ke kelapa gading... rame juga sih.. ada mamahnya che.. gw, cece, kara, uty, ima, sigit, gery, kwiks, davry, Vera, Kaka, Abram. Rameeee lagh.... dan pada ngumpul di Foodcourt Gading. hehehe.

malemnya ke la terazza dan aryo nyusul... heheheh

nanti Photo2nya gw masukin deh..

POKOKNYA gw seneng banged Chece udah pulang... hahahahahah =)

WELCOM HOME AY AY.....

100 Things i really like

1. JESUS
2. My Self
3. Future
4. Kids
5. Cheese
6. Traveling
7. HandPhone
8. Taking Picture of my self
9. DigiCAM
10. Music
11. My BoiFriend
12. Ice Cream Chocochips
13. SUSHI
14. My familly
15. hippopotamus
16. Japan
17. Lollypop
18. Yellow & pInk
19. Pringles Onion and Sour cream
20. Milk chocolate
21. Makarizo Hair repair
22. Clothes & Fashion
23. Facebook
24. Sudoku
25. Online and YM
26. Pet Society (facebook Game)
27. Pizza
27. My friends
28. POPARTS
28. Photoshop
29. Jiro - Glay
30. Handy Happy Tree Friends
31. Badtz Maru
32. Usami Maki (comic Writer)
33. Atshushi Otani (comic Character from Lovely Complex by Aya Nakahara)
34. COMIC BOOKS
35. Beauty Clinic & FACIAL
36. Orange Water U C 1000
37. Movie
38. A Walk To remember (movie)
39. Battle Royale (movie)
40. The Terminal (movie)
41. Serendipitty (movie)
42. Tokio Hotel (band)
43. secondhand Serenade
44. Wedding Dress
45. Avril Lavigne
46. KILL BRAND (clothing Line)
47. Stitch (lilo and Stitch)
48. Clothes with hood and hoodie.
49. Stocking and Legging
50. Cossmetic Store
51. Tyedie
52. BIG Glasses
53. Tiffany Ray (from CHucky the movie)
54. Tatto
55. Pierch
56. Polkadots
57. glay
58. Boys like girls
59. 1 Chorinthias 13 : 4
60. Make up
61. bikini
62. Beach
63. Music Concert.
64. Drawing
65. Rainbow
66. Leopart
67. Smell of DUPA
68. T-Shirt 100% cotton
69. No. 5
70. Onion.
71. Caramelle blended at coffe bean
72. Nickelodeon
73. Lava lamp
74. HOt Spring
75. Hair Treatment
76. Slay Olai (biskuit)
77. Aroma Theraphy
78. DVD
79. DUFAN
80. Pug Dog
81. Furniture store
82. Vans
83. Bill Kaulitz
84. Takoyaki
85. Aceh's Noodles
86. Kerak Telor (jakarta traditional Food)
87. Night
88. Vespa with side car.
89. Stars
90. Youtube
91. Audi TT
92. Onigiri
93. Sleep
94. Lamp.. especialy when christmast
95. Fireworks
96. body massage.
97. Olive oil, baby Oil, apple Oil.
98. deviantart.com
99. Magical Novels like Harry Potter, Bartimaeus Trilogy, Narnia ETC.
100. Shopping.

Simply Questions... =))

3 FAVORITE MUSICIANS:
Jiro, Secondhand Serenade, Andri Satria Permata (my BF)

THE SONG WHICH HAS THE STRONGEST IMPRESSION ON YOU:
Thunder Boys Like Girls , I'm In Love – Glay

THE BEST VIDEOS CLIP EVER?
Itsuka – Glay (specially Jiro's Version ehehhe).

YOUR ROLE MODE is?
Tiffany Ray – BRIDE OF CHUCKY

A PERSON YOU RESPECT:
Me, My sister Geneva

THE DISH YOU'RE GOOD AT COOKING:
Spaghetti.

YOUR HOBBY OTHER THAN MUSIC:
The camera and internet

YOUR AVERAGE SHOWER TIME & WHERE DO YOU START WASHING:
15 mins. Face

FAMILY STRUCTURE:
Father, mother, 8 older sister, 3 older brother

HOW DO YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS CALL YOU:
"De (ade)"

MEDICINE YOU ALWAYS CARRY:
I have everything because I AM a pharmacy

LICENSES YOU HAVE:
Driver's license

ACCESSORIES YOU ALWAYS CARRY:
gelang anyaman.

HISTORY OF PART-TIME JOBS:
At Clothing Store

HISTORY OF PETS:
Little Marmut named Pedro.

WHAT TYPE OF GUY DO YOU PAY ATTENTION:
A person who doesn't have dark skin, funny man, and simple style, Bass player is better.. =) Like Jiro Sama or david Desrosiers.. also my BF. Chece.

A PHRASE YOU USE TO CALLED YOUR BOY:
"Ay" or “hubby Bubby”

IF YOU FIND OUT THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND IS CHEATING:
Headchop! Hahahaha, i will never ever talk to him anymore.

HAS ANYONE EVER TOLD YOU THAT YOU LOOK LIKE:
Hanna Beth.

YOUR FAVORITE SPORT:
i don't really like sport. Hehehe depends on mood.

YOUR LIFE GOAL:
I'm going to beat myself. Ahhaha.... become a Good wife and a good Mother for my Future family.

HOW DO YOU SPEND YOUR DAY OFF:
Sleeping, hangout to mall and go to cosmetics store or clothes store.

YOUR FAVORITE SPOT IN JAKARTA:
Dufan, La Teraza Kelapa Gading =))

THE PRESENT YOU WILL BE HAPPY TO RECEIVE FROM FRIENDS:
Tiffany Doll toys, also Cucky Original Doll toys.

YOUR STRONG POINTS, WEAK POINTS, AND CHARM POINTS:
Strong point-when When i'm in a good mood, weak points – when i'm in bad mood, sad, or Sleepy, Charm points is my eyes and chubby chicks..

What do you think about...

AFECTION : I feel affection when i'm hangout with my best friend uty and sister Geneva

BOOK : comics and Magical Novels

DIE: is a beginning of a new life in heaven

ENJOY : hanging out with my friends

FOOD : Sushi, Aceh Noodles, Pizza, Kerak telor

PLACE : La Teraza Kelapa Gading, i used to hang out with my friends there

GLAY : My fave Japan Band!

HOMETOWN : a place where i was born and live for a long time. and it will be JAKARTA

INSPIRATION : Chictophia.com

DOG: Pug Dog!

LETTER : It's a easiest way to tell about my feeling

MOVIE : i love movie so much.. especially the movie with meaning and touching

NIGHT : I love night with a lots of Stars

BAND : Glay, Tokio Hotel, Boys Like girls

OFF : my Day never Off... hahaha.. sometimes i feel like 24hours is not enough! hehe

PIERCE: i used to have Twice. On my lip and my Stomaches . Until my BF ask me to take it off.

QUIT : i can never quit having online activities. =) hehe...

RELAX : My method of relaxing is browsing through Internet, or Traveling somewhere, Shopping and go to Cosmetic store or Saloon.

TROUBLE : when i'm to scare to tell the truth and then i got caught lying.

WEAR : Comfortable clothes. My daily clothes consist of the same jeans [Laughs]. I love 100% cotton T-shirt, and i Love Clothes with Hood.

Future : I want to be a Wife and Mother who is respected and Loved by my Husband & childrens. I want to be mother and Also friend for them.

YOU : is a really Childish and little bit Selfish. But full of love... hahahaha....

We belong together...

Me and You are meant to be together...

hehee.. itu yang gw rasain... kayanya Seberat apapun keadaan yang bikin gw pengen banged pergi... tetep aja gw gak bisa namanya jauh dari si gendut bodoh yang satu itu.
Jarak emang berat banged dan ternyata hal kecil bisa jadi besar banged karena jarak yang jauh. dan semuanya gak gampang... sumpah bener bener ga gampang... gw di uji buat lebih ngalah, gw di uji buat lebih sabar dan gw di uji untuk lebih ngerti lagi... hal hal yang gak pernah di lakuin sebelumnya oleh gw... si Miss Sounti yang superduper cengeng, manja dan egois! hahaha...
he changed me a lot.... maybe into a better person i think.. beratnya ini bisa bikin gw mandang masalah dari sudut yang lebih dewasa aja... tsaaahhh*... biarpun kadang2 gw itu sebel.. sedih.. stress... pengen sendiri dan bener bener bener gak kuat dan mental banged... tapi gw bisa belajar lebih sabar! hahahahaha....
setelah kemaren we're broke up for a moment... gw ngerti banged kalo gw udah banyak ngorbanin perasaan dia buat hal hal kecil yang jadi kesenengan gw. hehehe... padahal dia disana juga sedih ya.... Finally... moga moga dengan banyak kejadian kaya gini gw sama dia jadi lebih banyak belajar.. lebih banyak bisa nahan ego masing masing dan lebih banyak untuk bersabaarr... emang berat.. tapi ini resiko yang kita berdua udah tau dari awal pas kita mutusin untuk ngejalanin. semestinya kita bisa lebih belajar banyak aja dan lebih bersabar dengan konsekuensi nya. heheheh =) amin!! semoga gw sama dia bisa ngejalaninnya dengan bae bae aja ya....

i LOVE him so deep!!! ♥

New Year is a beginning of the end...

yeah.. we're Broke up... =(

and it's HURTS me so deep..
it really killing me...
and i have no power to fight anymore...

i never thought that a little ting is a cause of a big disaster...
mungkin gw terlalu manja... selama ini gw selalu ngerasa di kasih kesempatan sampe akhirnya gw gak bisa ngehargain kesempatan itu dengan baik... maav ya gw sangad amat manjaa...

tapi jujur sebagian hati gw gak terima hal ini!! it drive me Crazy!! dan gw gak tau harus gimana... rasanya perjuangan yang gw bangun segitu lamanya... segitu besarnya langsung ROBOH gara gara di lempar kerikil dan jadi SANGAD SIA SIA.. and somehow i can't deserve that!!! apa dia gak tau kalo gw disini mati matian buat dia...?? kenapa dia gak bisa lihat! sementara orang lain angkat tangan wat gw... ngehargain semua perjuangan gw... kenapa justru orang yang gw pengen banged liat malah bilang "aku gak ngeliat kamu usaha apa apa?".

Ini tamparan dalam hidup gue sekarang... ini awal tahun.. dan ini bener2 nyakitin.....

gw tau gw salah... gw tau....

im such a LIAR!!
but i'm not deserve this!!!

i fight for you!! i feel the pain for you...
gw kira ini sempurna buat dia...
semua yang gw lakuin cuma pengen bikin dia seneng..
tapi ternyata enggak...
and he left anyway...


Long distance itu gak gampang... tapi gw gak pernah nyesel karena gw udah kommit buat dia... tapi.... ternyataaa.... semuanya ngaco!! sia sia... dan gw di tinggal..


he left anyway...



and its HURTS me.....
=(